Spirit Carries On

I’m not about to write a song lyric from Dream Theater, Spirit Carries On. But in this post I want to share to anyone who read my post about degradation of spirit. So, here’s to the story.

Like problems will never leave our life. We have to face it, not pull it to the other side. It’s the process of being mature person. And for teenager (even I felt like i’m not a teenager anymore, nor an adult too), problems can ’cause two conditions:

  1. Boost the teenage emotion -> can’t think clearly -> stress and problem still problem, unsolved.
  2. Boost the teenage spirit -> think clear to find the way -> problem solved -> lost energy, but happy after.

For me, the first condition is as often as the second, if I have enough energy to think. But nowadays like I lost much of my rest time, my bed time, to refill my energy. SOOO, I felt no spirit on me anymore… with pressures around me. Hufft, I just want to be alone for next several days.

“If I die tomorrow, I’d be alright
Because I believe, that after we’re gone…
Spirit carries on”

– Dream Theater –


I Wish I Was Special

When you were here before
Couldn’t look you in the eye
You’re just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry 
I want you to notice when I’m not around
You’re so very special 
I wish I was special

That’s creep by Radiohead. And below is a link which showed Blue Coats sang this song for their DCI programme. They were so KEWL! B)

Creep – Blue Coats

So Hufhdrshjshdjh

Yeay, my first post! XD


Sorry for the random tittle of this post. To be honest, I made this blog for no reason but to express every single thing I feel, without consider every single thing people would think about. 

And… today was so hufhdrshjshdjh!!! :””'(


I’m gonna scream as loud as possible and say ‘EF.YU.SI.KEY!’

Yeah, I feel better now. Thanks my pink strip paper 🙂


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